a subconcious realization of sorts

I used to have a reoccuring dream in which I was showing up at a job I had back in the late 80's. The odd thing about the dream was I knew I hadn't been there in AGES, but I was going about the day as if I hadn't missed a beat, and nobody knew the wiser. A couple nights ago I dreamt I was back at that job but this time I was stopped in my tracks by someone who wouldn't let me proceed about my work. They had no record of me having the right to be there, and I was turned away agrily at that. I wonder if this could mean, I am accepting my position in life and am SLOOOOWWWLLY begining to acceptthe fact that "I can't go back") just a thought....